Supastra you need to be honest with Bruce because you will never be happy and you will become more depress every year that passes. You will become more and more and more depress and depression is no joke. Depression is dangerous and I don't want you to think on killing yourself because you can't find a way out. Be strong and be honest with Bruce or that relationship will kill you inside everyday forever. You know I'm right. Have a good night Supastra.