“I had always been worried these past ten years. Was he happy? He's not feeling lonely is he?”
It was as if Kiriha was unable to control her own emotions. Her body was trembling and she was weak at the knees. Just standing up was the best she could muster. She looked like she would collapse onto the ground if someone so much as touched her shoulders.
“So, please tell me, Koutarou! Is the owner of this necklace currently happy? He's not feeling lonely... is he?”
That was the real reason for why Kiriha had looked for her first love. Before confessing her own feelings, she wanted to know if he was happy.
Kiriha still loved him, but she didn't demand that he did the same. He had his own life, he might have a lover, or he might even have built a family. Kiriha had no intention of forcing herself into his life. Just conveying her feelings was enough for her.
But she wanted to know if he was happy, and make sure that he wasn't feeling lonely, no matter what. That was the feelings behind the reason for her giving away her necklace, and what she had wished for as she looked on her card. Before she could make sure of that, she couldn't move forward; she couldn't chase after her own happiness.
“...Could you stand over there for a moment?”
Koutarou didn't answer Kiriha's desperate appeal. Instead he smiled and pointed to something behind her. With a calm expression and tone he had somehow returned to normal.
“Eh...? O-Okay...”
While Koutarou had regained his calm, Kiriha's mind had become completely disorderly. She wanted to hear his answer and the unexpected turn of events confused her.
“Like this?”
While her feelings with still in a disarray, Kiriha obediently followed Koutarou's instructions. Koutarou had pointed at a signboard in front of the roller coaster, and Kiriha moved in front of it.
“Yeah, just like that.”
As Kiriha stood there and waited, Koutarou approached her.
“Ah...”
As Koutarou approached, Kiriha's body stiffened, and at the same time she instinctively grasped the card and necklace she had in her hands. It wasn't like Kiriha wasn't anxious, even if she had proof, she wasn't completely sure. That's why she looked at what Koutarou was doing.
“Hmm...”
Though Kiriha was anxious, Koutarou smiled and nodded. However, he wasn't looking at her but at something behind her. Wondering why, Kiriha turned around and noticed what he was looking at.
'To ride on this attraction you need to be at least 140 centimeters'
That was what written on the signboard behind her. The height limit had been written with large characters on the side of the signboard and next to it was a large illustration that showed the height of 140 centimeters.
Koutarou looked at it and then cheerfully put his hand on top of Kiriha's head.
“...You've gotten so big, Kii-chan.”
Koutarou said that out loud as he looked at Kiriha. And at the same time he gently patted her head a few times.
“Ah...”
It was at that moment that Kiriha realized that her imagination had been correct. At the same time, her emotions exploded and she stumbled for words. Kiriha desperately tried to say something, but her mouth simply opened and closed with no words coming out.
“If you're this tall it looks like we'll be able to ride this time.”
The illustration only reached up to Kiriha's shoulders.
With this the clerk won't stop us like that time...
Koutarou remembered the time when they had been stopped and he said to her.
“I couldn't tell it was you, really.”
“O-Onii-cha... you really are Onii-chan, right?”
Tears began overflowing from Kiriha's eyes again. Her body began shaking little by little.
“Yeah. That's right.”
Koutarou firmly nodded. He had also been surprised by this result, but he wasn't as shaken as Kiriha since it had only been about half a month for him. And the Kii, Kiriha, crying in front of him had grown big. He knew that she had cried for him, which is why whenever she cried in front of him, he felt like he had to keep himself together. Because of that, he could gently watch over Kiriha.
“Ah...”
Strength left Kiriha's knees and she lost balance. Since she was being swung around by her strong emotions, she couldn't recover from her collapsed balance and looked like she was about to fall over.
"รับกังวลเหล่านี้ผ่านมาสิบปี เขามีความสุข เขาไม่รู้สึกโดดเดี่ยวเขา"มันเป็นเหมือน Kiriha ไม่สามารถควบคุมอารมณ์ของตนเอง ถูกตัวสั่นร่างกายของเธอ และเธอก็อ่อนที่หัวเข่า เพียงยืนถูกดีที่สุดที่เธอสามารถรวบ เธอดูเหมือนเธอจะยุบลงบนพื้นดินถ้าคนดังมากที่สัมผัสไหล่ของเธอ"ดังนั้น กรุณาบอก Koutarou เป็นเจ้าของสร้อยคอนี้มีความสุขในปัจจุบันหรือไม่ เขาไม่รู้สึกโดดเดี่ยว...เขา"ว่าเป็นจริงเหตุผลทำไม Kiriha แนะรักแรกของเธอ ก่อนนั้นความรู้สึกของเธอเอง เธออยากรู้ว่าถ้าเขามีความสุขKiriha ยังคงรักเขา แต่เธอไม่ต้องการให้ เขาได้เหมือนกัน เขาชีวิตของเขาเอง เขาอาจเป็นคนรัก หรือเขาอาจจะได้สร้างครอบครัว Kiriha มีความตั้งใจที่บังคับให้ตัวเองเข้ามาในชีวิตของเขา เพียงถ่ายทอดความรู้สึกของเธอก็เพียงพอสำหรับเธอแต่เธอต้องการรู้ว่าถ้าเขามีความสุข และการตรวจสอบให้แน่ใจว่า เขาไม่รู้สึกโดดเดี่ยว ไม่ว่าอะไร ที่เป็นความรู้สึกเบื้องหลังเหตุผลเธอแจกสร้อยคอของเธอ และสิ่งที่เธออยากสำหรับเป็นเธอดูในการ์ดของเธอ ก่อนที่เธอจะแน่ใจว่า เธอไม่สามารถย้ายไปข้างหน้า เธอไม่สามารถไล่หลังความสุขของตนเอง“... สามารถคุณยืนนั่นเลยหรือไม่"Koutarou ไม่รับอุทธรณ์ของ Kiriha หมดหวัง แทนเขายิ้ม และชี้ไปยังสิ่งที่อยู่เบื้องหลังของเธอ นิพจน์ที่สงบและแนว เขาได้อย่างใดกลับเป็นปกติ“Eh...? O-Okay...”While Koutarou had regained his calm, Kiriha's mind had become completely disorderly. She wanted to hear his answer and the unexpected turn of events confused her.“Like this?”While her feelings with still in a disarray, Kiriha obediently followed Koutarou's instructions. Koutarou had pointed at a signboard in front of the roller coaster, and Kiriha moved in front of it.“Yeah, just like that.”As Kiriha stood there and waited, Koutarou approached her.“Ah...”As Koutarou approached, Kiriha's body stiffened, and at the same time she instinctively grasped the card and necklace she had in her hands. It wasn't like Kiriha wasn't anxious, even if she had proof, she wasn't completely sure. That's why she looked at what Koutarou was doing.“Hmm...”Though Kiriha was anxious, Koutarou smiled and nodded. However, he wasn't looking at her but at something behind her. Wondering why, Kiriha turned around and noticed what he was looking at.'To ride on this attraction you need to be at least 140 centimeters'That was what written on the signboard behind her. The height limit had been written with large characters on the side of the signboard and next to it was a large illustration that showed the height of 140 centimeters.Koutarou looked at it and then cheerfully put his hand on top of Kiriha's head.“...You've gotten so big, Kii-chan.”Koutarou said that out loud as he looked at Kiriha. And at the same time he gently patted her head a few times.“Ah...”It was at that moment that Kiriha realized that her imagination had been correct. At the same time, her emotions exploded and she stumbled for words. Kiriha desperately tried to say something, but her mouth simply opened and closed with no words coming out.“If you're this tall it looks like we'll be able to ride this time.”The illustration only reached up to Kiriha's shoulders.With this the clerk won't stop us like that time...Koutarou remembered the time when they had been stopped and he said to her.“I couldn't tell it was you, really.”“O-Onii-cha... you really are Onii-chan, right?”Tears began overflowing from Kiriha's eyes again. Her body began shaking little by little.“Yeah. That's right.”Koutarou firmly nodded. He had also been surprised by this result, but he wasn't as shaken as Kiriha since it had only been about half a month for him. And the Kii, Kiriha, crying in front of him had grown big. He knew that she had cried for him, which is why whenever she cried in front of him, he felt like he had to keep himself together. Because of that, he could gently watch over Kiriha.“Ah...”Strength left Kiriha's knees and she lost balance. Since she was being swung around by her strong emotions, she couldn't recover from her collapsed balance and looked like she was about to fall over.
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