Thank you for contacting Samaritans, we offer confidential emotional support for
those in distress or despair.
Being at university and feeling like you have no close friends there can be very
difficult, and it sounds as though it is a struggle for you at the moment.
You say you want to 'die so much', do you think you wish to be dead forever, or
just want this pain to pass?
What is it that you say haunts you and that you should be over?
Please know we are here for you, and we hope talking to us will help you.