Pim,
I am beginging to lose my patience in you keep accusing me of not loving you. I am changing my life for you - if you do not want me , just have to say so. You tell me not to be with another woman and here you are again trying to make me leave you by saying I do not care for you. If you want me go and be with another then just keep on doing what you are doing and I will because it hurts every time you accuse me. I cannot take much more of the constant harrassment and negativity from you.. I love you, but you make it just too hard sometimes to be with you.
Maybe you are horrible today to me as you are lonely - I do not know. But stop taking it out on me whatever the problem is. I am good man and faithful, not what you keep calling me and accusing me of.
You just seem to be looking for reason.
Hopefully you will be better tomorrow.
R