When you feel like everything is gone then you realize that it's just life but at same time you stand there an think how com? Why did it have to be you? How come you gave me hope to push on? How come you let live in my dream? How come you can't just let me live my life as I am with my pain an my sorrow? How come you say I gave up to early?
I tried to tell you yet you called me selfish isn't funny I was the selfish one but I am the one who is heartbroken maybe it's not funny more sad or emotional but i wanted to ask you was truly am l the selfish one here? What would of happened if you didn't send a message you could of keep loving that man with all your heart without breaking another heart but when you think about that remember I am the selfish one here from your words
Then again I ask an ask yet you will never see this post an the pain I have in my heart the pain you have created I hope someone can heal this pain an help me become who I was I believed it was you that person my angel my everything again I thank you for time an I thank you for everything you have made me stronger more deeper person I feel that I can't get over you but I have to because why should I live in the past an keep holding on to that dream of the promise land that I wished to share with only you why should I hold onto the feeling that one day I can have your heart that you gave to another person that might not even share the same love I have for you even he might not love you I want to give you the world an everything in it no matter the time you have left. I know all your secrets an all your pain I was willing to embrace that with you an heal those scars that this world left on you but yet all i am left with is nothing but am empty heart and an emotionless body this is the man you created
I once said the outcome will weigh on you an this is the outcome of your answer