I always try really hard to be a positive person, to be happy and never let anything get to me; however, it’s really tough to do that. Somehow no matter what I do, the negativity gets to me.
My family is really important to me and I love them to death, but it just seems like it’s impossible to be happy in this household. The constant arguments and anger under the roof is sometimes way too much. I used to be able to deal with it, but I don’t know, I guess after 15 years, you get tired of it. Having my parents coming home everyday mad at each other is so depressing, and it’s so hard to keep a smile on my face while all this is happening.