You make me feel like to take a flight out of this country this very week. I'm beginning to feel as if i'm only wasting my time on a relationship that'll never work because my woman doesn't know what it is that she really want. Everyday is another goddam story...if it's not yours, it's always either your colleagues, friends or your dearest sister. I'm also so very tired of all this unending nightmare i found myself in. This is like a horror story that never ever ends...a pricking nightmare! It looks like nothing goes forward but backwards over here. People are so negative and it's in fact sickening. But it's quite ok. Thank you for the wonderful experience in your country. I came all the way here for you, but all i keep getting is a daily dose of sand thrown to my face. If looks like no one appreciate anybody's effort, and as i can see, no one gives a damn.