My dearest,
My love how are you doing? I am sitting down here thinking about you, reading all that I have said to you and all your responds to me. Now, I have decided to write you something good, something strong with words that reflects my innermost feelings for you before I will be leaving Houston Texas by 6:25 pm today and I will be arriving Doha tomorrow been Monday 9th by 10:25pm and I have to summit my presentation by next tomorrow Tuesday 10th. I must confess that you have had a huge impact on me. The way you express yourself to me, showing me your beautiful care, is really touching me deep inside.
I can´t believe all this, Somehow it feels, as if our souls have met already somewhere out there whispering: This is it, everything is fine already. Inside connection done, Just some more movements to be done in the outside world and I have to come to a conclusion that after this Project in Doha if ever I will eventually merit the contract, which is going to last for only 3 or 4 weeks or more, I will be coming to meet you.
Also, I had some days of struggling with this. If this can be true, my mind saying all the time, Take it easy, But as soon as I think of you, it is there, getting stronger each day. It feels good, it feels right and I feel love.
People show interest in me, I have to be careful, they take advantage of me, because I'm being so soft and so open. Many people are looking for that special thing, searching desperately for love. I think, right now something unique is standing right in front of you and me, quite powerful and strong, could be difficult to ignore it. For me, all the other options and open doors out there are totally senseless, it is you that I see and You are the only one I want to spend the rest of my life with if only you will allow it..
Nobody ever touched me the way, you did, especially not someone I have not even met yet. I am very careful and it is totally not easy to open my heart, not easy to get involved. Because when I open and when I give myself, I give it all, I have so much inside, and I am so true. Right now, I am giving my whole heart to you and I hope You don't ever break it, I also promise to Love you with every single bone in me.
If this is really it, if despite the distance and not having seen each other in person, all these feelings are real, that strong, powerful, passionate, touching, deep...we may have a huge job to manage this, I would be ready to give it all to make this work, to make you fly, to make you feel the most loved Woman on this planet.
I am giving you my everything, I will tell you how I spend every minute of my day and every second therein. I believe that Honesty, Openness and good communication is the best foundation for a mature and lasting relationship/marriage.
I'm not having my best Day without you around to listen to all I have to say to you, and look right in my eyes to see how I feel about you, I wish, you would know me, could see my eyes and feel my kisses. I think, you would know it all, see it and could feel what I feel for you.
Pray for me and wish me luck so everything will go well by Wednesday and that the Company will offer me the Contract. I already feel lucky for having a LOVING, CARING, WONDERFUL and BEAUTIFUL Woman in my life.
I love You ....
Goodnight my dearest,..
See You in Dreamland...
Yours forever,
Rasmus