I am only a human, and l am so mad at him. I'm not ready to deal with it. I would like to be a little less devastated if that is possible.l'm hoping that it's just a horrible lapse in judgment. And once he moves through this, we will eventually be able to be okay again. I get that mot everybody could do that but everybody's not us. I have faith in us because l believe he still loves me. And we've been going through so much. I don't want he knows better. Why do i still have faith in us while there's NO US