76054. If I know that a termination suit based on this affidavit has been filed, I must file a copy of the revocation with the clerk of the court. "I have carefully considered alternative plans for my child's future and have obtained the advice of whatever family members, friends, or other persons and professionals I feel were necessary to help me make this decision. This decision is very difficult for me to make, and under other circumstances I might have made a different decision. I know that PHITSANU CHANPHO, in accepting my child for adoptive placement and assuming responsibility for my child, is relying on my promise that I will not attempt to reclaim my child. I declare that I fully understand the meaning of this affidavit of relinquishment and the finality of my action in signing it, and I am signing it freely, voluntarily, and with the firm conviction that this decision is the best available alternative for my child. "I am signing this affidavit today because I want to sign it and not because PHITSANU CHANPHO or any other person or persons want me to sign it. I am signing this affidavit in the presence of the two undersigned witnesses. I am also signing this affidavit before a notary public, who has asked me under oath whether or not each and every statement in this affidavit is true and correct. "I REALIZE THAT I SHOULD NOT SIGN THIS AFFIDAVIT FOR VOLUNTARY RELINQUISHMENT OF PARENTAL RIGHTS IF THERE IS ANY THOUGHT IN MY MIND THAT I MIGHT SOMEDAY SEEK TO GAIN CUSTODY OF MY CHILD. AT THE TIME OF THE SIGNING OF THIS AFFIDAVIT FOR VOLUNTARY RELINQUISHMENT OF PARENTAL RIGHTS, I FEEL THAT I AM PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY PREPARED TO SIGN THIS DOCUMENT. I AM NOT CURRENTLY UNDER THE