I really get frustate with myself that nothing I can do here !! Not lucky in game .. Not lucky in love !! How long its gonna be !! Is it possible to have a simple life ??? What is the prize for being a good human ??? To be with a man with hundred girlfriends or work for charities ??? Any good thing will happens to me ??? Where is my precious happy time ??? Who can tell me ??? I always have faith in gods but today I am not sure !!!