My English language is poor. Sometimes I want to tell you something but cannot communicate to you. And sometimes you tell something with me but I don't understand you. I'm so sorry!
It makes me stupid.
And if I'm beside you in front of your friends or your family, they talk, they communication, or ask me something, but I don't understand. I feel really stupid because can't talk to interact with anyone.
And will make you feel shy because you have me GF. And make you don't want me again. You understand?
I think to learn English language, but I have no enough money. Sometimes I want you to teach me with English language. But you're far.
And I can't touch you. You can't be with me when I needed you.
All this makes me don't see our future.
If I not stupid. If I very good English language. If I had the money. If I get near you, everything would be better than this?
I try, will be good and will be cute, you love me very much. Do you want to meet me often, but I can't, because I don't cute, I don't beautiful, I hot temple, I older.
I feel very bad with myself, I couldn't do anything.