Jen is certainly not holding back when come to showing the world just how much Josh means to her this year! She just want to taking care of her bf even if that meant she might also get sick, in fact in a very twisted way she wanted to get sick with Josh, that’s how much she loves Josh. In sickness & in health, for richer or poorer, but even death would not do them apart because if Josh dies she would follow him, that’s the impression I was getting from what she said here!