perhaps, but I think it would only be tenable if I could look after myself and be responsible, until I can do that kids are a no go, and certainly not somebody else's
Yes as I say the silver lining is that it turns out there are women who exist that I am actually happy with, in a serious relationship. Unfortunately as things are it can't happen with Aum - so glad to be back to 'having fun' mode.
But yes I can now see in the future there maybe another Aum, hopefully the circumstances will be different then