I don't mean to distract you or anything Katie but I miss you. I know you probably don't want to hear it but I can't stop thinking about how you might feel or the anger or distrust you feel for me. I've been thinking a lot about what to say but the only thing I can come up with is "I'm sorry". I know I've said it before and it might not mean anything to you but I truly sorry. Hurting you was never what I intended. Please believe me Katie. I'll talk to you later. Or not. Idk what I should or even can do to fix what I'v messed up. I'm sorry for what I've done.