Hello Dear,
I don't know what happened to me whether i was crazy or just lonely, all i know is i was sick of being deceived, mistreated, and unloved. Then you came along... I don't know why. All i know is that i felt a connection on our first talk, something i had never felt before which at first made me feel uneasy, stupid and even a bit childish, which made me go through all kinds of emotions as we chatting and began finding we had a lot in common. I felt like we had known each other from an unknown past.
At first i was scared and a part of me wanted to ignore, and just believe that you were just someone who was playing a game being that we were both behind the screen. I was thinking i was crazy to have the feelings i was beginning to have for you. I was really upset with myself and became very angry with the way i was feeling. I didn't want to admit to you or anyone else that i was falling for someone I had never actually met. I thought i was becoming insane myself, damn it. I tried to fight these feelings off, but they were just too powerful for me to ignore! I tried to convince myself that this can't be for real; that you couldn't really be feeling the same as i was... I was going insane!!! No Richer how hard i tried. I just could not fight the feelings i was having for you, now that i know you are for real honey i will love and cherish you forever.
Hope you had a good day dear i miss you all day even with my busy day i miss you every minutes i feel wonderful and strong knowing that you there waiting for me, i love you dear you are a gift to me, i will love and cherish you forever honey..please take good care of yourself for me dear, Angel watches over you...kiss kiss...cheers