Okay I understand but maybe I'm sometimes I bit cold because I know what do you will say to me before I say something. What I mean is that you can tell me your feelings but sometimes I think I'm always a bad guy. For example sometimes if I have 5 minutes time to send a message to you then I don't do that because I know you don't believe me that I have just few minutes time and you send me a lot of messages and say bad things.