Hi Nat, it is 4 am. You are silent!!. I am awake thinking about you!! I know I am old , fat and ugly and you say your boyfriend at university is the first man you like other than your farther , I know this man must be special to you as you do not like Thai boys or is he Chinese?, I think maybe when you feel sick before you worry about him with me coming to Thailand , if you love this man your farther should be happy for you, you are a lovely girl and you shoul follow your heart and be happy, you should be with who you love and like, not who your family thinks. I will not stand in the way of you being happy so I can change my flight to England to go early so you can spend some holiday time with your friend
I will always love you Nat but more than that I want you to be happy xx