Hi A o N :)
Yes I'm almost healthy again.
I'm glad you like. Nice photos and memories for sure.
55 You can always hide behind culture but that's only partly true. I've known many thai ladies who are not that conservative at all.
It's more like a personal thing. I've used to much different style, speed and level of affection. Especially with younger ladies.
When I said the physical spark is missing (I don't feel it) it's something you can't fake or just wait to appear. If it's not there it most likely will not be different
no matter how many months or years you wait.
Have a good day and take care.