I'm still in shock... The king was amazing guy. He did so much for the street dogs and the less fortunate. I'm scared what is going to happen to Thailand now. Things will never be the same. I hate seeing my family and friends cry. I'm such a sensitive guy and not some strong farang boy. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel so alone. I feel so lost. I feel so scared. I don't want anything bad to happen to Thailand. I'm totally freaking out ... I don't even know if it's appropriate for me to post this video even. I don't know what to do anymore...