I didn’t want to tell Adrian what had happened just now, because it would only complicate things. He would kill Marc and Neymar if he knew everything. Adrian rubbed my back and comforted me for a while. “I’m okay, you can go” I sniffled. “Are you sure? What did you guys fight about?” he asked, concerned. “It was nothing big, it’ll be okay” I lied. He seemed to buy it, because he nodded and got up from the bed. “I’ll be okay Adrian, you can go” I reassured him. He gave me a kiss on my cheek and walked out of my room. I hugged my knees on the bed and let the tears run down my cheeks again. I had expected to get some clarity today and make up with Neymar, but everything went downhill like it usually did with us. My love for him didn’t seem to matter anymore, because all it brought me were tears. I was tired of crying and fighting. I loved him, but his words today had hurt me more than I would like to admit. I didn’t sleep with Marc, because I loved this assh*le! I hesitated earlier to tell him that nothing had happened between me and Marc, because I had kissed Marc back and we had ended up in our underwear. I did stop him on time however, because because I loved this idiot Neymar. I wanted to tell Neymar the truth, but the moment hadn’t been right. I was sure that if I had told him earlier, he would have flipped out even more. It was unfair of him to use that Marc had hit me and scold me about it. That hurt me a lot and I’m sure he used it to do just that. I know that he had waited for me for 6 months, but he wasn’t the victim here. He was the one who blackmailed me and hurt me to begin with. I had been happy, he messed with my head and feelings and now I was the one he blamed. He made me fall in love with him and shattered my heart into pieces and just when I thought we could build a steady relationship, he f*cked up everything and left me broken once again. I was tired, truly tired of it all.
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