For the most period of my life I always look forward to choose the better choice to get my gold. And I don't care if some a little bit problem to struck my way. And cheer up my self to be strong NA ARM. Then I also got it complete or some time it's over the gold and I feel so pounds. But when my age it's passed so many years and I look at my life again.. then I saw that I have nothing for my future!! Oh my god who can feel up it?? So now I know too late for some steps of the life. Otherwise I still looking forward to be the better. No body know when you will found the right one of this life. But immediately if you found that you should keep and take care as well. Because we can not know that when we will losses and never have anymore forever. When have to choose between the good thing and the right thing how you will choose?? (take one loss one sure) T^T