My darling Tony,
I am sure that your mother is right because she wants you to be a teacher but you will always be my Thai model...It seems strange that I am so attached to you when we haven't even met but I feel like you are a big part of my life already. In the West people don't trust people to be honest and it seems strange to my friends that someone as young and handsome as you would honestly be interested in me because I am so much older than you. I have been alone since my partner died in 2006 and even though I'm not lonely because I have many wonderful friends...I haven't had the kind of relationship that I am hoping we will have. You have touched my heart also. I love you, John