Due to her initial intentions to just be herself, Lana stood out like a beacon. She was viewed as extremely strange in Hollywood, just because she tried to be unique.
This suggests the passion in which she tried to create her own image with.
Yet it also conveys the fact that she knows that she is fighting the impossible. As all beacons will die down one day. Just as the attraction to the glamour of Hollywood will eventually outweigh your mental resolve to be yourself.
Fame is like a virus for humans, it is infectious and resilient always.