Hello, I'm very glad to hear that you are planning in the future. But I was scared and worried (Sorry to use this word. I am afraid of Cheap Trick) because I'm not good at English. And I know I'm nothing to you. Aside from the word "rest of life" Half a life ago, I met a lot of stories I'm really tired but I fight. But the rest of my life. Not that it will happen, I will be ready for you. I just put confidence in you is enough. It's not too late for you to change mind. Before you travel to Thailand. good luck for you.