Love for me is to see the people we love have happy. If he is with us and he didn't love us. It is not beneficial to both parties. We are living in suffering like this for nothing? let him has a new life that he wants. Better live with us to death when we know all the time that he didn't want us. I ever told you in long messages of me that ever send you email in last. Because that time, I came back thinking. I know myself, I'm not a women that special and good enough for who. It is the truth and i understand you. You should meet a woman better than me and suits you.