I received many encouraging messages from a lot of friends in facebook who heard my bad news. Their comments us to feel better and gained more power to exist. Furthermore, there was a friend who I did not contacted for a long time, phoned to me and said “if you requested something more, you did not hesitate to contact her” At that time, I realized that I couldn't live alone. I had a lot of people support me. Even a little but it made my mind stronger astonishingly.