I counted
the number of words and meanings that will become objections
I’m just messing around, forgive me
I counted
the number of words and meanings that will become regrets
I’m not sad, because I have spare time
I search for now, tomorrow, and the day after,
but it’s meaningless
It’s fine to think of it as an imitation of something
Because just by doing so, you’re alive
I’m going now, towards an unseen place
A heart, and smiles, I don’t need them, I don’t need them
I’m going now, saying goodbye to regrets,
in hopes of leaving behind something of meaning
I’m just talking to myself
I counted
the number of gestures and meanings that will becomes objections
I’m just playing around, forgive me
I counted
the number of gestures and meanings that will become regrets
I’m not sad, because I’m an idiot
Repeating the same kinds of things
Because it’s meaningless
It’s fine whether you think you like or hate it
Because just by doing so, you’re alive, aren’t you?
I’m going now, towards an unseen place
The pain, and tears, I don’t need them, I don’t need them
I’m going now, saying goodbye to regrets,
in hopes of leaving behind something of meaning
The dream I drew, the dream of yesterday
The impossible dream, the past that I want to erase
The person I hate, is the person I admire
Saying that I want to die, I’m finally living
It’s fine if you hate me, just don’t forget about me
I swallow down that kind of selfish request
I’m going now, towards an unseen place
That day, and those feelings, I don’t need them, I don’t need them
I’m going now, saying goodbye to regrets
I wonder if I’ll reach your heart
I’m just talking to myself