You want to slow down .. You want to start it next year. You try to keep what we have :) Me? I love you :) I want you to be happy :) I want to stay with you with happiness. I want you .. I want to feel love as lover they did as normal.. Yes slow down, Yes.. Next year, Yes Keep what we have :) Anything else? Just tell me you make my life easier. BUT you know you are playing with my feeling .. when you know someone need something and yo u walk to that ways when they follow you .. you push them back I call "Play with feeling