Good morning my darling I prayed You had a very beautiful night.
I wanted to send you this email to talk to you a little. I want you to know a few things about us and how I feel about you I'm really starting to fall very deeply in love with you and it worries me because it's so fast it feels good it feels right and I know it's true, honest, and pure very genuine love. You may ask why I think this way and I will tell you it's because you've never asked me for anything I've never asked you for anything we talk and know each other more and more everyday it's not dirty unclean just honest genuine talk the first time you message me and I looked at your profile I felt something and as we've talked over the. Of the last 6 or 7 days seems like much longer than me I've grown closer to you I feel more for you it's almost as if fate brought us together it feels right I'm very happy I never feel bad with you accept for when I think that maybe I hurt you in some way my words and I want you to understand that there's nothing nothing in this world that I want more then for you to be happy always I want you to feel my happiness when I get to talk to you and be with you and I know you more and more you've brought happiness and light into my heart and I really do want to be there with you I want to see you in person I want to know you in person I want to know everything about you you're the first thing I think of when I wake up in the morning and the last thing I think of when I go to sleep at night I think about you all day and I miss you dearly when we're not together that tells me that the feelings that I have for you are true I love you I do nothing's going to change that no matter how much time I have with you I'll always always be so grateful that I had the time I have had with you and I pray and Hope for more time with you everyday forever I want to say something and I hope you can understand it before we meet in person we have to know each other we have to be able to communicate with each other in person that way we won't be lost I want to come and see you now I want to come and stay forever if I could but the reality of that is going to take time I have a proposal for you I think we should give ourselves one year together here in line to really take time truly know one another and learn is much of each other's language as we possibly can and in that time we will know without question just how we really truly feel about each other I can tell you how I really truly feel now and I can tell you almost for certain how I will feel about you because from the very first time that I saw your picture and spoke to you I just new exactly how I would grow to feel about you and I don't know why and I'm not going to question it because it feels very real very true and very right we need to try very hard and work very hard to understand and truly truly no as much as possible and this one year about each other my darling I honestly and truly do not care about your past not that it's been good now that it's been bad but that I know you now today that's good enough for me and I want to know everything about your future and I want to share that future with you wherever that may be if it's even just here I want to be a part of it always please understand what I'm telling you is not just words words are cheap sometimes actions and reality and what we do and say and think to each other about each other and for each other what's truly in our hearts for each other that's what's real and I believe in one year you will know for sure just how you really feel about me and I already know how I really feel about you and I think in one year what I really feel about you now will only have magnify and grown deeper and truer please take all the time you need to read this email that I have sent you I hope and want you to know everything about me anything that you want to ask please just ask and I will do my very very best to always answer as best I can and in a way that I think you will understand I will end here please take your time to reply to this email that I have sent you reread it if you need to so that I know you truly understand all of my words here my darling I wish you a very very happy Blessed week full of love and happiness I look forward to seeing you as much as I possibly can and again thank you so so much for allowing me to be a part of your world and being a very big part of my world until I see you in your morning ratee sawad My love and I miss u much my love. I already love you my sweetheart And look so forward to this love growing.
With all my heart iLu and imu my jibby.
Your James always will love and care about you.