I understand your story and your feeling , but I didn't do anything wrong I asked your friend to go wakeparc 2 times , that's it and sometimes I asked what she is doing , so I didn't know that is wrong / I wanted to change my mind in the time we had both problems nothing more then that so that's why I asked !
And you know for me it's no problem you go with Ernesto, he my best friend and I trust you both with everything !
And my feeling for you is not changed I still care about you and you been Allways good to me ,
Like I allways be good for you to , I think I helped you also when you had problems , but in the last month I think a lot about my future and my future is still not secure , that's what make me think about everything,
I really like you , but I think I'm not ready to be boy and GF , because maybe in 2 months my life change maybe again and maybe I will not be in thailand, so I don't want to hurt you , plus you will leave soon to and need to think about your own future,
I still want to see you but you just need to know that I maybe leave soon