i think acts is more important than words. but i think if i don't say anything, i afraid you don't understand. i say"i love you so much love you until i died" but i afraid when you feel bad or sad again. you will think" i abandon those feeling. so i repeat them again. i will love you and it is more than the past. i respect everything that you decide. no matter what happen i still love you. In some day, you can know that. ten years twenty years or more than i really love you and cheer up you. you need'd afraid anything because nothing can make me abandon you. you don't worry that you make me upset or dissapointed because i never upset to love you and i think "i shall never upset. thank you for your decision to become soshi otherwise i won't meet you.