My Dear, am glad to read from you and I have to be honest with you about my feelings. I must have to say that feelings are something that are not easy felt and also not easy to get rid of. I understand that you're Thai and am English, that makes no difference. We're in the same world and being created by one God. I'm more concern about where I will be happy and not the grace, size or age. Relocating to a different country is not something that is difficult to do. Once you're able to find yourself happiness which matters most in life, then relocating wouldn't be a problem for me as long as I can still go to visit my country. Yes, my mum said that cos she saw the beauty in your eyes. She's a woman and old to figure out a good beauty and not just the beauty of appearance. I'm old enough to know what I want in life, if I say it's you that I want, just have in mind that it came from the deepest part of my heart. I've been seeing a lot of women here and I want you to know that I was never interested in that at all. You're the first woman I felt this way for, ever since the death of my wife. I believe it destiny and something that has been said to happen in life and only God knows more about that. I just want a honest and sincere relationship. It doesn't matter to me where you come from or who you're you as long as I'm happy. What's the picture you attached?