ohh man ... its a real long story ..
I really hate my life right now
i even cant look in the mirror cause i hate to see my face ..
I need my family ... but my family is broken ..
i get sexually abused as a kid by a stranger ..
i never tell anyone
it really ... changed everything
since then i do a lot of shit in my life .. just to dont think abaout it
but just in the moment where i wanted to tell my family the truth why i´m so a bad son ...
my father left the family .. and everything become much worse
lot of shithappend .. and now .. my family is broken
my mum is desperate an in a verry bad financially situation
and my dad dont even give a damm about me and my brothers
and my family in thailand ? .. ladda is sick ... na dao is sick and even grand pa and grand ma
my family broken ... but i really need my family ...