I promised I'd text you but thought this would be easier. Its too hard for me to bounce back between you and Ying. I've considered us quite a bit but cannot avoid the logistics of us being together seem quite impossible. The reasoning is obvious, yet you possess some magic that keeps me denying it. I cannot continue which will inevitably hurt you more than what it does now.....assuming that is the case. Quite simply Paew, you are too young for me, and our language barrier fails to allow us to develop our relationship beyond the pleasantries of everyday life. I cannot connect because we cannot communicate on a level that is meaningful for a long term relationship to develop. Yes there are other parts that fit, but its just simple to me that there is not enough for us to build on when you consider, distance, age, and language.
I care for you very much and wish great success and happiness in the future. Always warmest regards, David