Because you enjoy the good feelings of love and trust for me from our previous life together, i believe we met before
When i was sad because of mae chi behavior, i came to you to conform me, but you don't talk english, so i asked you for german monk, you remember? i did not talk to anybody, was very hard for me then, but i had feeling i have to return to you all the time, but i was careful because of monks rules, and was in library only one time per week.
you remember?