yeah don't worry I'm just trying to be open minded right now and using my imagination because it's the first time and I just did not want to put that on my profile that I was only looking for a girl like you babe and sell don't worry it's just going to be like you're my girlfriend and you're a true woman when we're together so you've got nothing to worry about and actually I'm kind of shy really and sort of afraid to do those things but I'm more brave and have more courage and balls to talk about it over the chat line but in real I'm probably going to be too shy to make a move on you so I'll probably just want to be best friends until maybe someday you want to kiss me or hold hands or maybe when we spend the night together the first night we can hug and cuddle and snuggle and then you can show me how you want me to make love to you if that's alright sweetheart because I'm a very polite gentleman and don't want to do anything wrong the first time that we're going to make love because then I know after that you're going to be my girlfriend forever and I'll never leave you especially if we make love only one time then I'm never never ever going to leave you in my whole life babe because I will fall in love with you that I guarantee after the first time we're going to make love I'm going to love you always and I'm going to love you forever if we do ever make love so you'll probably maybe want to do that someday after we go to dinner and lunches and things after you find me my apartment or condominium babe. do you think I should rent a nice apartment or nice condominium babe. Which one would be better for us to live in do you think sweetheart if we're trying to save my money should we get the apartment or the condo sweetheart and I'll let you decide once we start dating and we walk around and check out places together I'll let you pick out the best one what do you want to be by your school or your job or your family okay babe and that's your three choices we live either but your mom and dad or by your school or by your job and then it's easy for you to commute and then maybe one day I can't buy a small car for us so we can drive around and not worry about public transportation and less you think we should just take public transportation when we travel together sweetheart. I hope you will help me learn the Thailand ways because it will be my first time in Thailand sweetheart.