Canucks
20 Jul 15, 12:46 ICT
Apple, i am going to explain myself here, not using that silly ipad i am using my laptop because i want to write properly to you. I know I have a funny way of showing it by the way I acted yesterday, but you have no idea how much I care for you and how much you mean to me.
I want a future with you very much. I think we have both have had our hearts broken before and yours probably more than mine, and believe me the last thing I want to do is to break your heart again. I have never had the feelings that I do for you with any other girl. Not even close to how I feel about you. And that is saying something because we have not even met yet. I know when I meet you I am going to fall for you in about 30 minutes max. I am already half way there. You are that special of a girl and you mean the world to me now. There is not one thing that I would not do for you.
I told you that and you know that about me. When I get upset I do not hold it in. I speak my mind and like I told you I am usually wrong and last night i was terribly wrong.
What happened yesterday was nothing more that a misunderstanding on my part which I blew totally out of proportion.
When you asked me "how do you do today", that phrase is only used when you are greeting someone at the beginning of a conversation. I could not figure this out why you would be asking me this after we had already had a fairly long conversation already. Then I replied to you "sorry" because I could not understand this and then you replied "lol" and then "nothing" which I could not figure out either. I thought you might have been having a conversation with a friend of yours on here and if it was a guy or girl that does not matter to me. We have promised to wait for each other and I trust you and you trust me. We have a plan the two of us do. I got upset because I thought that you might have been chatting to a friend and you got your conversations mixed up. Like you said you meant to say "what are you doing today" and I should have understood that. I am very sorry for this.
I know I have been jealous before with you but this was not the case this time. This was nothing more that a misunderstanding on my part and then I got upset which was stupid.
i cannot continue to hurt you like this. This is not fair for you. If I get upset at something I blow my mouth which I will not do any more.
But as far as me hurting you for any other reason or anything at all, believe me, my feelings are the total opposite for you.
- we are going to have a fun trip in the fall, and we will do whatever you want to do. you are the boss
- you are my world and I will always care for you and protect you always, that will never change
- i do not care what I have to do but if everything goes as planned, if you like me in person, etc, I will stop at nothing for us to be together. That I want so very much.
- again you have no idea how much you mean to me and how much I care for you very deeply,
but I have a funny way of showing it sometimes, I can be stupid with my mouth, that I will change I promise you that.
please forgive me , please