I haven't changed but I'm just myself as I used to be sorry to spoil you when you were with me before. Thank for caring and taking care all the time but I can't response your request too. Even I have no one to take care of me. It's my fault that I broke my mum's command to talk to you even she prohibited cuz my ill. Hope you to find someone who's better than me. Don't think you won't because you used to say but you finally found me :) be nice to that person andtake care well and don't loose him/her.