I think I understand you.
And as I am a girl like her.
I think I understand her feelings now.
Woman, when love someone,would be unacceptable to denied love back from men. Or not, just know that The one he love is the feeling to other women.
It is a very cruel torture and feeling
I don't know what present you and she Live in? And problems. It has long been or will just after your tour at this trips?
May be because of some trouble some pictures , and someone make to this problem?
Or because you have loved someone else besides her?
I may know the answer to your clear it.
And I think you can understand your feelings now.
And what you are doing, thinking about it, you should know the answer is the best?
It is the part that causes problems in today, between you and her?