Dear Thidarat
I know what I have been doing now and I'm sorry for hurting you I don't always meen to be bad but I know I have been and I am pushing you away and that's not what I want to do I want you in my life forever I want to get married and be happy with you, I hope you can understand me I really and sorry for all that I have done and I want things to be the way they used to be when we first met. I love with all my heart and that is the truth.
I seem to say a lot of bad things and I don't know why I do I don't understand why I hurt you I feel very very bad for doing this I can't even sleep as I write this to you I can't sleep because I hurt that much I will stop to hurt you thidarat because it's not what I should do
If you can forgive me please I just ask for you to forgive me please
I will not hurt you or argue over stupid thing
To me you are perfect
To me you are beautiful
To me you are sexy
To me you are funny
To me you are lovely
To me you are the only girl that make me smile and you might think I am not happy but when we call or I see a message from you I'm always glad and smile
When I don't see a message I worry
I really worry and that why sometimes say hello after one minute because when your waiting for my love to reply from a message even 1 minute feels like a life time
I love seeing you everyday
I love seeing your pictures
I love your smile
I love your personality
I love the way you laugh
I love the way you are so kind
I make you sad and put you down sometimes and you have trouble at home with your mom and other people saying things. You seem to be down a lot at home and I should make you smile and not think about all the trouble you have.
I think your such a strong person and I'm proud of you other people can't be as strong as you.
All the problems you have had in your life and your still smile and look at the good things in life and you are trying to change your life for better things.
I believe that when you say you nearly died when you drown. You where saved so I could fined you and you could make my life a better place
Since I met you I feel happy more even if I say bad things and seen sad deep down I have never been so happy.
You are my angle
You have saved me from becoming lonely.
I love you for so many reasons and I wi make your life better.
I won't talk bad anymore because it's not what I should be doing. I should embrace my time with a girl like you
I should enjoy this time I have with you
You know when I first messaged you I had a good feeling and all I wanted was you.
You have problems at home but thidarat if you just look up at the stars your life will get better I promise this
I can't sleep I have had time to think of the bad things I have done and I regret them a lot I should never of said them things
Please Thidarat phokaew
Can you forgive me
And all I ask is that you would love me as much as I love you
Sorry for all the damage I have done to you.
I will always be here for you no matter what happens good things and bad things I will stand here for you.
I would walk for the rest of my life just to see you again
I would loose everything just to hear you breath
I there's nothing more I want in this world more then you
Lots of love sam