Please understand that I'm here on a visa and if you're not talking to me or allowing me to see you, then I have no any more reason to be in Thailand because I'm here only to see you and spend time with you. So it'll be better for me to return to Miami. As you're also quite aware, my brother Abdul is in Minnesota fighting cancer, so maybe it's better I go back to be with him since I can't see you and I'm beginning to feel that you do not want me anymore.