I got an acknowledgement that the 20,000 THB went into your account Sweetie.
I'm so sorry for adding to your hurt. I want only the best for you and for your future. You were the only one I had and wanted in my life and I left this because I feel that there are things bigger than me and my personal happiness that are at stake in what little time I have left of life. But, it hurts to be alone and without you.
You are young and attractive - a beautiful Thai woman, who deserves far more than what you'd get from an old man who will tie you down as he gets older, so much older than you, and then dies to leave you with nothing (he has no life insurance or big bank account-just a little monthly money he'll make next year) except your life alone. Why would you want to be with someone who has problems with trusting people because of a hard life, who has been married and failed at it more than once, who gets very depressed at times and sees the dark sides of things? Meet other men and learn to love someone who will give you more of a future for you. Be open to someone. you have so much to give, so much love and kindness in you; more than any person I've known. You deserve much better than me.
You are my last love and I'll hold onto those memories with every once of life I have. You always felt I'd leave you for another woman. I would not do that because you are my woman even though you're married to someone else. Please note that the struggles I went through on whether to stay or leave Thailand had nothing to do with anything you may have done bad to me. You were the only reason I would have stayed even though our being together was not guaranteed for me.
Please send me some pictures of our times together if you still have them. I have them in my mind if you don't have them on your phone any longer. I look at the snake farm pictures all the time.
Your future will get better and as it does, always remember me please.
I love you.
tom
I got an acknowledgement that the 20,000 THB went into your account Sweetie.I'm so sorry for adding to your hurt. I want only the best for you and for your future. You were the only one I had and wanted in my life and I left this because I feel that there are things bigger than me and my personal happiness that are at stake in what little time I have left of life. But, it hurts to be alone and without you. You are young and attractive - a beautiful Thai woman, who deserves far more than what you'd get from an old man who will tie you down as he gets older, so much older than you, and then dies to leave you with nothing (he has no life insurance or big bank account-just a little monthly money he'll make next year) except your life alone. Why would you want to be with someone who has problems with trusting people because of a hard life, who has been married and failed at it more than once, who gets very depressed at times and sees the dark sides of things? Meet other men and learn to love someone who will give you more of a future for you. Be open to someone. you have so much to give, so much love and kindness in you; more than any person I've known. You deserve much better than me.You are my last love and I'll hold onto those memories with every once of life I have. You always felt I'd leave you for another woman. I would not do that because you are my woman even though you're married to someone else. Please note that the struggles I went through on whether to stay or leave Thailand had nothing to do with anything you may have done bad to me. You were the only reason I would have stayed even though our being together was not guaranteed for me. Please send me some pictures of our times together if you still have them. I have them in my mind if you don't have them on your phone any longer. I look at the snake farm pictures all the time.Your future will get better and as it does, always remember me please.I love you.tom
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