A: Living with myself during depression is the hardest thing for me to do. I can accept everyone's mistakes but mine. Everyone is beautiful but me. Everyone has something going for them but me. Everyone is in a great relationship but me. These are all thought processes that I still, to this day struggle with. I'm still not sure why (I am working on it in therapy), but I am my biggest critic. When I make a mistake, I'm very hard on myself. When it comes to daily living, it is just that. I have days where I look at myself in the mirror and I think "Wow you're pretty;" and there are the days where I can't look at myself in the mirror. These feelings of selflessness are much less common now that I have found a medication combo that works, but they still happen every so often.