i am a shy man i am ashamed to ask you for money after i arrive to you, i not want your mom think i am a borroweri feel shame to ask you for moneyi have to show to you mom that i can take care of you when you marry me and live togetherif i borrow money from you, she may think i can not take care of youif i borrow money from you, she may think i can not take care of youi have moneyjust that my ATM stop working now