always with me ?...good !!!..so I continue because I want u really know me...I like u mak mak...3) I don't know if u travel in western country..but here women are very different fron thai ladies..other culture and other mind..I don't like...very difficult here..full of shark and selfish people....SO i DECIDED TO STAY ALONE..( but never lonely..I'm pretty strong and determinated )...for me life is in natural place..where people is gentle and not fucked by money...where is still possible having a relationship not based only on selfishness....I found that place in some part of the world...rigth now thailand is my place..when I'm there...I feel home...for sure not all thailand is like that...but in average is a cool place..and then... 4)..I never look for the rigth one..I learn that in life u have to go on...doing your best and ( as buddhism teach...try to be good and hepl other people..if u cannot not..at least don't make bad things to other )...so never look for the rigth one...but SURELY AWARE that when it happen to meet a real good person ( like u )..IS A BIG GIFT..and u have just to thanks for that...is it too much ehh )