Everything was my fault. I told my problems to people who I USED to think that they are reliable. Finally, the people just know how to talk too much ,spread everything all over and never care about my feelings. To be honest, i've never really happy with it ,BUT I have never said anything because I respect on them and just hope that they would respect on me too. Telling something bad to anyone, for me, it's just a bullshit. Thanks for talking too much. I'm done.