He shot us a glare and then took a

He shot us a glare and then took a seat next to Sergi in the front. “F*cking puta” Neymar cursed under his breath. I sighed and looked out of the window. I just wanted to get home, because I was fed up with this trip. The bus arrived at the airport. We boarded our plane soon and I had a seat next to Neymar. I was quite sure he arranged it so he could sit next to me. But at the moment, I really didn’t care about that. I needed some alone time, away from all this drama. My head hurt just like my heart. Marc’s word had hurt me deeply and knowing that he and Neymar had fought because of me, made it worse. The happy and perfect days I have had with Marc seemed like a faraway dream now. He had always loved Melissa and he never even mentioned her to me. I wasn’t the nosy girlfriend either to push him to talk about his past relationships, but right now I wished I had done that. Besides Marc and me, there was Neymar and me of course. It would be a total lie if I said that I wasn’t attracted to him, because I totally was. But how can a person be in love with one guy and feel attracted to another? I couldn’t answer that question. The heart was an organ that worked in mysterious ways. Was it possible to love two people at the same time? Of course it was possible, because you loved your mother and father at the same time, equally. But what about loving two guys at the same time in the romantic way? Was that possible? I remembered that famous quote by Johnny Depp which said, “If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one, because if you really loved the first one you wouldn’t have fallen for the second.” My love for Marc was true and real, but I don’t know if I could call the feelings I have for Neymar ‘love’. It takes more than a kiss, more than one night to be able to talk about love right? Why the hell was I even being philosophical right now? My head was already a f*cking mess and my love life looked like a F-16 had dropped bombs on it.
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