I can't do what I want to do with whom I love.
I cry for the past always. Because we can not hug or kiss or anything.
And the most I know in last time that he said to me that
"Do you think,really? that he will go to meet you?
And have event after that, made me sadder more.
He tricked me to wrote a letter to him on his email.
I have confidence in him always. I know earlier that he always lied.