Anyway, i've always felt attracted to older men. That's why i never had a boyfriend. I never met any guy my age that i liked, so people always thought i was saving myself for marriage or something, but it isn't like that. I just like the idea of an actual "man"and not a boy. Like, i don't want some boyfriend as young as me that knows as much as i do. I want someone who can tell me about life and teach me things and be a man. He can be poor, i don't care about that. I only care about the true sense of the word "man" and there are no "men" my age.